I think I might get back into this livejournal thing. We'll see how well that works. Trimesters ended today and vacation officially started. Tests werent as bad as I thought they would be. I hope i passed. ummm...my birthday is this Saturday. Im excited. I dont wanna update this anymore. Maybe later.

wow. i havent touched this thing in a loooong time. I guess there is really nothing to talk about though. Life is great. My friends are amazing. I find myself actually liking school, well not really the project aspect of it, but the rest of it. I kinda dont want to leave kellenberg. Maybe its the fear of rarely seeing some friends. Ill try not to let that happen. I also find myself liking someone. but its a secret. but hes awesome. sooo...yeah. update that will last for another 5 months.

wow. i dont update this thing anymore. this week has been one of the best weeks ever. from friday till present its been amazing and nothing can bring this mood down. enough of this update.

thought id do an update since i havnt since the beginning of september. life is pretty good lately. i cant complain about much. ok bye

thought id update. im watching Walk the Line. JOAQUIN PHOENIX <3 <3 <3

its raining. theres nothing to do. maybe ill watch some musicals and get some homework done.

THE PERFORMERS ARE...

THE FRAY

CARTEL

CASSIE

September is almost at its end. time really does fly, especially when your not having fun. Senior year started out good. Now, its going down hill. I find myself moody everyday and eventually, i feel, its gonna lead to my downfall with everyone. Im trying to stay positive. Im probably being the most whiny, complaining bitch this year. I have gotten more confident through the years and i show how im feeling now instead of smiling 24/7 and pretending nothing bothers me. So far this year this is what is bugging me..

1. people who do not know how to walk in a damn hallway. you do NOT stop in the middle and talk to your friends whilst blocking the hallway. I will push you out of the way. i have done it on numerous occassions so far.

2. i know im gonna die old and alone. you do not have to tell me. i know i have a problem talking to people, especially boys i like or think are adorable (i.e R.R. soo cute) again, you do not have to tell me. I hate having my faults put out there and yet im told of at least one every day. it hurts. so stop.


Thats the major stuff. not much but its enough. its 12:00 am. good time. its officially saturday. woohoo. my room needs a cleaning. ill do that tomorrow(today). farewell to all for now..

school starts tomorrow which means i will not be updating as much, but yet i hardly update this thing.

1 more lovely day until school. hopefully i get to hang out.

It just occured to me that school starts tuesday. This summer went by way too quick and school really snuck up on me. I guess im excited though. I havnt seen some people all summer and will be good to catch up on things. This is a new feeling. I actually want to go back to school. weird. On other notes, i was watching the VMAs and Jared Leto is just a really pretty man. Just thought id put that out there.

hello. long time no write. the end of summer is approaching fast. good summer i must say. i got to be lazy but also hang out with friends. i just came back from the mall with victoria. first time at the mall since april. i have a cold. i got a panic at the disco hoodie. i saw snakes on a plane finally. most awesome movie ever. go see it. umm.yeah bye

caitlin murray jinxed me the other night. she said i might have a virus and not knnow it (on my computer) and now my computer is out of wack and my desktop background wont show up and it was an andrew mcmahon background and my computer is breaking and i heart my computer so it cant break.

i just got back from the jacks mannequin/O.A.R concert. first we got there and had to climb 5 flights of stairs to get to our seats. We sat for a little bit. than JACKS MANNEQUIN came on. they were amazing. andrews voice was amazing and the way he got into playing the piano was so sexy and he was amazing. i wish i could have seen his face better but either way the music rocked. than after a break, O.A.R came on. they were ok. after about 10 songs me,lauren,vanessa,and caitlin went to go find andrew mcmahon. we found a gate and waited there. than these two girls came on the other side of the gate and they were really nice and they gave him a note from vanessa who signed it the gate crew/group, which basically consisted of the four of us and two other girls who we met. andrew called one of the girls phones and left a voicemail saying he'd be out later. than after about 10 more minutes of waiting we hear hello ladies and its a security guard and than we all notice andrew is there with him. he signed a paper, than took a pic with me which you cant see my face cuz the gate bar is in the way but that doesnt matter cuz theres a pic with him and he touched my camera and than he shook my hand, actually didnt really shake just grab in a way. he is so sweet and one of the nicest people ever if not the nicest. his voice is so cute too, its nerdy but cute and sexy. he is the most amazing person ever.

OMG! my all time fav. celeb couple is getting a divorce. Travis Barker from blink 182 and his wife shanna!! they looked perfect on meet the barkers. its that damn mtv. they curse every couple who has a reality show. jessica and nick, carmen and dave, travis and shanna. if they cant make it, noone can

ok..so this tues. Prisonbreak comes out on DVD!!! its $60 and im broke. im gonna try and get my dad to buy it for me cuz its the bestest show ever and i have to watch all of season 1 before august 21 when season 2 starts!!! i forgot about most of the episodes of season 1 so i gotta watch it. im excited.

im back from disney. fun times. about my trip is in my xanga.

i just got back from vanessas birthday. ooo jacks mannequin is on..sorry, now on with my update. It was fun. Good music. everyone loved my brownies. i mainly hung out with amanda, nick, scott, scotts gf morgan, and joe. Kinda awkward at times when the couples would go in their own world and id just be sitting there with joe. At one point i was told that me and joe are now together. whatever. right now im sitting here waiting for 1:00 to come for t-minus rock cuz panic at the disco is on it and than at 1:36 is carson daly which TBS is on it. i hope adam got rid of his blond hair. prob not though. than tomorrow i have to get up, drop my pets off at the animal hospital for a week. It will be my first time on a plane so kinda scared. there could be snakes on a plane or we could crash and be stranded on an island. haha. (sidenote: cant wait for snakes on a plane to come out!) Disney tomorrow!!!!(today) im EXCITED!!! ok, im gonna go do some stuff. oo and the band cute is what we aim for rules my life at the moment, and the red jumpsuit apparatus is pretty awesome as well. and jared leto is one beautiful man. alright, see you all in one week.

Today is Vanessas Birthday so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA HOCK!. tonight is her partay. havta get her a card and bake since she wants food. Than tomorrow i will be off to get on an airplane (im hoping i get window seat and can take pics of the clouds and view) and i will be arriving at DISNEY WORLD! for a week. Excitement is the feeling since i havnt been to disney since i was in 4th grade i think. My neighbors are also going the same time, (actually their there now) and were gonna chill at some points. Now i must go get ready for the day.

3 days till i leave for disney for a week!!!